Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Missing you today Buddy

I miss you more than anybody oughta.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Moving Jitters

Dearest Nathan,

I am so jittery about so many aspects of our upcoming move, not the least of which is all the disconnecting and hooking up of electronics. I don't know what I am going to do about the phone. I had no clue when we got the VoIP before. You did that by remote from your computer!

Thinking of you today sweet boy.

Sunday, October 18, 2009

My dear boy, as fall approaches, and Halloween fun is around the corner, memories of you flood my heart and mind. You loved Halloween and all the silly and "spooky" stuff. Remember how Cayden hated those Freddy and Michael Myers masks you had? I talked to Nick the other day and he wants to dress up as Freddy for his school H'ween party. He's looking for a new mask. I asked him why he didn't use yours and he told me he couldn't do that because that is your mask! Silly me! I was thinking that you would be proud to have trained "the hemorrhoid" so well.

Nathan I wish you were here. Life at times is unbearable and I need a Nathan fix. But you're gone, and I feel so lonely sometimes. I love you Buddy, I just wish I could have conveyed that to you while you were with us.